Tuesday, May 12, 2020

3天2头

Every two to three days, cried again... And again..
Whats this.. Since you are loving him with all strength and make ylu suffering so much.. Why you dont let go and move on.. 
I cant... I love him too much, and i know okce i fall im love, i cant pull myself out from it... 
I believing that love should end on the last breath...
I cant accept that even u keep saying want to end this if i keep my stubborn attitute. 
I hold my temper, control myself... Just not wanting this to happen..
This is also a threaten to me.
One side waiting for you, the other side saying shouldnt break them up... 
Inner me is already broke into pieces.... Help me... 
Help.... 
Help... 

Saturday, May 2, 2020

我曾经

我曾经
一个人骑脚车去找你
换来的是一脸 憎恶的眼神

我曾经
为了省钱 我坐巴士去找你
只希望你能陪我回家

我曾经
在一次吵架中
在半夜走路去你家 换来的是
你就知道我固执 可是什么挽留安慰 
都没有
一个信息 都没有

我曾经 
被打得 遍体鳞伤
精神忧郁 但你觉得这是我多想,自找的

我曾经
多次自残 单换来的是一次次的骗话 
伤害 背叛 孤独的心
你说我不够成熟

你说爱太多
逼得太多
伤害更大